"A Glorified
Life"
-by Reverend A. LaMar Torrence, Pastor of the Cross of Life
Lutheran Church
John 12:20-33
The great statesman, Winston
Churchill, once said, “We make a living by what we get. We make a life by what
we give.” That proverbial statement best captures the meaning of this season we
call, LENT. Lent is that liturgical season of the church’s calendar year,
whereby we focus on the cost of following Christ. Lent is a time of penance,
prayer, preparation for or recollection of our baptism in Christ as we prepare
for the celebration of Easter.
Observance of Lent is as old as the
4th century. It begins on Ash Wednesday, the 40th weekday before Easter and it
ends at midnight Holy Saturday. Lent is that time of year, whereby we turn our
attention to the cross. We focus on that which God, the father has given us and
we are challenged to go forth and do likewise. LENT is about losing our lives
by giving them to Christ and getting eternal life by finding Christ within us.
Lent is about loss.
(Tell someone, “this season is
about loss.”) It’s about losing ourselves in order to find our lives. Jesus
declares that he who loves his life loses it and he who hates his life will
keep it for eternal life. Where you and I are now, in our lives, in our
struggles, in our cares, and in our issues, it is all about losing. One can say
in fact that this is a season for losers.
Now, a loser by our social
standards is one who has failed to accomplish any relevant success or
significance in his life. But by God’s standards a loser is one who has totally
immerse his life in the will and way of Jesus. This is a season for losers.
Jesus is looking for losers.
Now many of us are saying to
ourselves, I’ve already lost so much. What else is there for me to lose? How
much more do I have to endure in order to come out of this experience with some
sense of dignity? How much more can I lose?
You lost a husband or wife, a son
or daughter. You’ve a lost a job, your health, and even your peace of mind.
You’ve lost some friends, your sense of purpose, your direction, and your
strength to endure. Some of us have lost so much. We have lost and buried love
ones. We have divorced and lost lovers and spouses. We have lost jobs and
forgone opportunities.
And now, we are concern about
losing more- losing our love ones and friends in Iraq, losing our children to
the streets, losing our husbands to the other woman. Losing members to other
churches and complacency. Losing our control and voice in the activities of the
church. We are concern about losing.
And yet, with all that you have
lost, God wants you to know still that there is more of you to lose. The
essence of the gospel-the good news of Jesus Christ- is about loss. An
authentic gospel begins with loss. It begins with dying. It begins with the cross.
And if the gospel that you hear preached on the radio, the television, or
wherever, does not begin with a cross, if it does not begin by telling you that
something in you has to die, it is not the true gospel. The true gospel is not
just about you coming to Jesus as you are, it’s about you being baptized in the
death, burial, and resurrection of Jesus Christ. It’s about you losing your
former life and gaining a new life in Christ.
This season is about losing. It’s
about loss.
Now right there many of us have a
problem. We have trouble coming to church and losing something. We came to get
something. We came to get a blessing-be it financial, relational, and
spiritual. We came to get an encouraging word, some hope for tomorrow, and some
assurance that everything is going to be all right. Many of us came to get
something or someone. We did not come to lose.
We have been taught to come to
church seeking a blessing, praying to get -never to lose. We pray, “Lord, give
me a financial breakthrough. Lord, give me some peace of mind. Lord, give me a
better husband. Lord, give me a well-behaved child.” We come out to get and not
to lose.
After all, who sets out on a
journey to lose? That doesn’t make sense. We have been told that in this world,
it is best to be a winner. It’s best to get all that you can get and to do all
that you can to hold on to what you have gotten. No one wants to lose.
But following Jesus is a mattering
of losing. It is a matter of letting go. Our modern philosophy of life is a
matter of holding on and hanging in. We’ve been trained to say, “oh I’m just
holding on. I’m hanging on in there.” Day in and day out- we struggle to hold
on to our job, to hold on to our house, to hold on to our family, and to hold
on to our money. Jesus’ words that “we must lose our lives” create for many of
us a conflict of interest.
And so, this morning, like Jesus,
our souls are troubled. We can’t sleep. We are overworked and underpaid. Our
minds are constantly going. We are walking on eggshells, looking over shoulders,
and waiting for some disastrous event to occur. We are mentally and physically
on heighten alert. Our souls are troubled
And yet, for the sake of the
gospel, we, the call, the chosen, the church, the Disciples of Christ, must
maintain our faith and assurance. Although we are living in a world of loss, we
must still act as if everything is fine because as we go through, many are
watching us and seeking the presence of Jesus in our lives.
The world is looking at us. Society
is watching us seeking to see Jesus through us and in us. They want to see
Jesus. Everyday of our lives, in our sittings and risings, there are those
around us who just want to see Jesus. They do not want to get caught up in our
church politics. They do not want to see our beautiful building, hear our
wonderful music, or taste our good food during fellowship hour. They want to
see Jesus.
(Tell someone, ‘They want to see
Jesus.’) They don’t want to see you talking gossip about the other church
members. They want to see Jesus. They don’t want to hear your personal
opinions, and thoughts about the pastor. They want to see Jesus.
Tell someone “show me Jesus.” Show
me Jesus. Right now, I need to see Jesus. All week, I’ve seen bombs dropping,
people dying, and politicians lying. But right now show me Jesus. All week,
I’ve seen my children misbehave, my spouse act funny, and my friends act shady,
but right now, show me Jesus. All week, I’ve heard your lip service about you
making change in your life and about what you’re going to do-but now show me
Jesus. I’ve seen your position. I know your title. I’ve heard your accolades
but show me Jesus. I just want to see Jesus. I need to see Jesus right now.
No wonder, Jesus’ soul was so
troubled. He spent the majority of his life, showing his disciples and the
people signs and wonders, yet they still did not believe. He spent his life
preaching and teaching about the kingdom of God, about blessedness,
righteousness and truth; yet they still did not believe.
He spent his life healing the sick,
casting out devils, and raising the dead; yet, they still did not believe. And
at this eleventh hour of his life, people are coming to see him perform, and
prove that he is the Christ, so that they may believe. And likewise people are
coming to you to see Jesus, so that they may believe. That’s is why it is
important for you to watch what you say.
Tell someone, “Watch what you say?”
What you are saying now during these troubling times will determine your
destiny with Christ. Your response while you are going through this season of
trouble will determine your next level of glory. Jesus says, “What shall I say.
They want to see me at my best but
I’m about to go through the worst period of my life, the cross. What shall I
say? Tell someone, “Watch what you say?”
Watch what you say when confront
with questions about the rising gas prices and decrease in jobs. Watch what you
say, when people questioned you about supporting the war. As Christians, we
don’t support war. We support peace. We pray for those in war. We pray for our
solders, generals, and leaders. We pray for the opposition and their families
but we support peace. Blessed are the peacemakers for they shall inherit the
kingdom of God. So,watch what you say?
Yes, my soul is troubled, so what
will I say? Shall I complain, groan, and moan. Shall I cuss, fuss, and fight?
Shall I criticize, scrutinize, and scandalize? What will I say? Tell someone
“watch what you say?”
And many of us who are going
through a dark time in our lives, may be saying the wrong type of prayer. We
are praying for deliverance and relief. But, I want you to know right now that
if you turn your prayer from want of deliverance to one of acceptance, you will
come out with total victory. If you turn your petition of “Lord, please get me
out of this” to one of “ Here is my life Lord, into thy hands I commend my
spirit,” you shall have victory.
Jesus, declared, “What shall I say?
Father, save me from this hour? No, for this purpose I have come to this hour.
He accepted what God was about to take him through. Likewise, accept the fact
that you will just have to go through. For this is the hour- this is the season
for which you have come. This is the season that God has prepared just for you.
This is the final test that when it
is over, God will be glorified. Everything you have been through. Every
disappointment. Every discouragement. Every lie. Every tear you cried. Every
pain you felt. Everything you’ve been through was for this hour: every friend
that left you, every family member that doubted you, every enemy that laughed
at you, everything you’ve been through was for this hour. You are here for such
a time as this.
Solomon said that for every matter
under heaven there is a time and a season; a time to be born, and a time to
die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted.’ This is your
season. God has prepared
you for this season so that he may be glorified. You are
wondering why? He is telling you, So that he can be
glorified. So that when you come through this, people
without question, without a word of doubt, will know that it was nothing but
the grace of God that brought you through.
Tell someone “God will be glorified
in this.” God has prepared you just for this season. You can do this. He would
not have brought you to such as time as this, if he did not know that you were
prepared for it. This is your season of glorification. This is your time for a
glorified life. Yes, you are scared and feel lonely, but God will be glorified.
Yes, you don’t know where your next dollar is coming from- but God will be
glorified. Yes, folks are looking at you, talking about you, and criticizing
you. But God will be glorified.
Your response and my response, as
we go through this season is, “Father, glorify the name.” Be gloried Jesus, in
the heavens. Be glorified in the earth. Be glorified in this temple. Jesus, Be
thou glorified.
So, how will God be glorified as I
go through this season of loss? How is he glorified as I go through losing my
health? Tell, me preacher how is he glorified as I try to cope with the idea of
losing my love one to heart disease, to cancer, and AIDS. Tell me, preacher,
how is God glorified while I see my family struggle and stress?
He is glorified in your willingness
to fall before him. God is glorified when we are willing to abase ourselves in
his presence. Like the grain, a seed, we must be willing to fall to the ground.
Like the seed, in order to grow, you must be willing to fall to the ground. You
see a seed is no good and serves no purpose if it is not planted. As long as it
remains above ground, where it can be seen, it’s remains sterile.
And the problem with many in the
church is that our lives have been sterile. We have no purpose. We are making
no difference in our community. We have no growth-there is no fruit of the
spirit in our lives- no love, no joy, no peace, no patience, no kindness, no
goodness, no faithfulness, no gentleness, no self-control
We are in the same place we where
we when first join the church. And that’s the problem we joined the church but
we did not join Christ. We are in a bowl of seeds when we should in the ground
because as long as we are above ground-we can be seen. We can be heard. We can
walk by sight and use common sense and be the voice of reason.
And yet, as long as we remain above
ground we are the most vulnerable to our enemy. Here the birds can feed off of
us. Here the rodents, and the pestilence can devour our lives. Here, the enemy-
the devil can still have access to our lives.
But Jesus says when we come upon
holy ground we must be willing to allow some things to fall. We must be willing
to lay aside every weight and sin, which clings so closely.
But falling to the ground in itself
is still not enough. Jesus says we must die. God will be glorified in the death
of your fleshly desires and concerns. Our flesh must perish so that our spirits
may live.
It is interesting that every
spring, although we plant, many seeds, only a few sprout and grow. That’s due
to the seed’s coat called the testa: the harder the coat of the seed, the
longer the germination process. Seeds with harder coatings may take a longer
time to germinate simply because that hard coating of the seed may prevent
expansion of the embryo inside of it. That hard coating may block the entrance
of water. That hard coating may impede gas exchange so that the embryos lack
oxygen.
And many of us come of the Lord
with hard coatings. Life has made us hard. We have walls around us and in us.
We don’t trust any one. We don’t know how care for others; love them as well as
ourselves because we don’t even love ourselves. We have surrounded ourselves
with people, situations, and things that make it difficult for God to reach
inside of us and deal with our hearts.
And so, although we may be planted
in the church, our hard hearts have prevented our spiritual growth. Our hard
hearts have prevented the entrance of ‘living water’- the Holy Ghost. Our hard
hearts impede the exchange God’s spirit and our souls.
And for the world to see the Christ
in you, the embryo of the holy ghost, you must not cling to those hard
coverings. We have to let them go. We, our selves, our flesh must die: our need
to be heard and voice our opinions because we should have some say- that must
die. Our fear of losing control and not being involved in how things are ran
around us- that must die.
To gain our lives in Christ we must
be willing to lose our selves in Christ. We must be willing to lose our
identity in order to gain our spirituality. We must let be willing to let self
die. In order words, we must become humbled and abased. We must die.
And the problem with many churches
today is that many Christians have not yet died. Christ says, if we still get
upset because of trifling church mess, we still must die. If we get mad because
our name is not on program, Christ says, die. If we lose our joy because no one
speaks to us, die. If our nose get bent out of joint because the Pastor said no
to our proposal, die. If our emotions are troubled because of power plays in
the church, die. You must die. The “I” in you must die. Your pride must die.
Your ego must die. Your arrogance must die. Your ambition must die. And when
self is dead then our spirit can live.
Is this not what Jesus told brother
Nicodemus? “Truly, truly, I say to you unless one is born of water and the spirit,
he cannot enter the kingdom of God. That which is born of the flesh is flesh;
and that which is born of the spirit is spirit.” We have to allow some things
in our life to die. Flesh can’t worship, praise, and serve that which is
spirit. Paul said it best, “Those who are in the flesh cannot please God.”
And dying is a lonely experience.
It is a dark and trying season in your life. When you decide to begin to allow
God to kill off those sinful desires in your life, you begin a lonely process
wilderness process. The storms will come. The winter will come. Your life will
seem extreme and often barren. That’s because your flesh is dying.
And those in the world don’t want
to be around dead things. You’ll too religious for them. You are too deep for
them. You’ll too high and mighty for them. They will talk about you and make
comments, well, everybody can’t be perfect. Well done be so heavenly bound that
you are no earthly good. To them you have become a dead thing. And that’s a
good thing.
Paul says, but if Christ is in you
although your bodies are dead because of sin, your spirits are alive.” Tell
somebody, “My body is a dead thing. But my spirit is coming alive.” And when it
comes to the church of Jesus Christ, it should be filled with people who have
become dead to the world. In fact, when the world sees you they should say,
“dead man walking.” Tell somebody, “He’s talking about me. I’m a dead man
walking.”
And the good news of the gospel is
this, if you are willing to lose your life, to let those worldly concerns die,
then you shall gain it. God will be glorified in the life you receive after
this temporary existence. You shall gain your purpose with the prince of peace.
You shall can your relevance with the Righteous one of God. Those who seek to
save their lives shall lose and those who hate their lives shall gain eternal
life.
Jesus uses himself as the
quintessential premise that even the best of us, can still get better. As
glorious as Jesus was, he was still yet to be glorified. There was still a
level of glory for him to ascend. He had yet to be at his best. I would have
thought he was glorified when the heavens opened up and the Holy Ghost
descended upon him and the father said this is my beloved son, in whom I’m well
pleased- but that was not Jesus at his best. I thought maybe he was at his best
when stood on the bow of a boat in the midst of a raging sea, and said, “Peace
be still’ and the roaring seas became calm still waters. The winds slowed down
to a nice summer breeze. But yet, he was not at his best. Some would have
surmised that Jesus was at his best when he raised Lazarus from the dead. But
he was still not at his best.
No, Jesus was at his best when he
carried an old rugged cross to a hill called Calvary. Jesus was at his best
when he allowed his enemies to nail him to that cross; and yet, pray, “Father,
forgive them for they know not what they do.” Jesus was at his best, when he
allow the cross to mock his name, pierce him in his side, and place a crown of
thorns on his head when he could have called down the host of heaven to deliver
him from that cross.
Jesus was at his best when he
exclaimed, “It is finished. Into thy hands, Father, do I commend my spirit.”
Jesus was at his best, when he allowed them to bury his body in a borrowed
tomb. Jesus was at his best when on the third day, he rose, and stood before
his disciples and declared, “all authority in heaven and on earth has been
given to me.”
Listen to me your best moment is
just ahead. You will come out of this dark gruesome test knowing that God has
triumph, Jesus has gotten the victory, and he has given you power to be his
witness to the
uttermost parts of the world. Somebody say, “Amen and Amen.”
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